I'm here all, one day I will be posting again. 

Hey all, my goodness it's been such a long time.
 Allot has happened in the last year or so, I lost my mom for one. She has another stroke and this time it affected her alot. Ended up she had to stay in a nursing home for several months while she was taking physical therapy.  She got better so I remodeled her bathroom to make things easier for her but unfortunately she wasn't able to stay home. She was not happy about it but there wasn't anything that we could do differently.
 It seemed like to me that she gave up at that point and it wasn't very long that she got really sick and with her inability to breath on her own anyway, she went into the hospital and never came out of it.

Rest in peace mom love you and miss you.